12-10-24
The seat-belt sign glows in the purple dark
like a mother, like someone to care for me.
When I want to be saved, I imagine
the flight attendants into
heroes. I watch TV and no one yells.
I ring for help
and no one yells. Last week, my mother
thrust me on the porch,
sat me down like a doll against glass
to await the end of her rage. Yes, I pity the sky
and all the sky has seen. But look!
We’re floating over the inside
of a teddy bear. Sun-steeped clouds
carry us past cities of toy cars.
A hundred passengers
bear witness beside me.
Here’s a hot meal,
wrapped lovingly in foil. It crinkles, loud,
when I peel it open. I choose
a cup of ginger ale
and no one is angry. I drink the miles
between myself and the fear
and no one is angry.
Arushee Bhoja is a queer Indian-American poet from California. Her work is forthcoming from Brawl Lit. She lives in Maryland with her cats, Frog and Toad.